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(no subject) [Dec. 22nd, 2006|08:20 pm]
[Current Location |Prague Hostel]
[mood |contentcontent]
[music |Czech Christmas Music]

I was up for 38 hours before I went to sleep. I finally crashed at 11:30. I set my alarm for 9:30. I figured this way I would get at least 11 hours of sleep. I woke up at 1:30. I would feel guilty, except I really didn’t have a choice. I set my alarm and truly intended to wake up early and hit the city running. Unfortunately, despite the fact that my alarm went off at 9:30, I didn’t respond to it until 12, at which point I reached over, turned it off, withdrew my arm to propel myself from bed, and then fell back asleep until 1:30. Yes, I slept for 14 hours and apparently I needed it. When I finally did wake up, I checked my phone for the time, threw it across the room, and quickly dressed so that I might get everything out of Prague that I possibly could in the one day within which I was supposed to be checking it out.

Prague is an incredible city. It is beautiful, yet full of a shit load of character that I get the impression most people miss. After poking my head into 4 or 5 tobacco shops (liquor stores) I finally found one that sold tram tickets. I bought one and took the city tram to the center, which seemed to exist as a country unto itself. Gigantic, glorious buildings with exquisite ornamentation shot up from every street corner. It was beyond overwhelming, and immediately after setting foot off of the tram, I felt guilty for not appreciating every last little inch of it.

I walked. In which direction? I doubt I could tell you. I had no idea where I was, but I figured I was in the city center and there was certainly shit to see. I walked down one of the busier streets that boasted a wide array of Czech souvenir stores, intermixed with high class shops like Cartier and Rolex. Eventually, I came to a market that seemed to be selling predominantly hand-made stuff, so I waddled down the rows with the plethora of other tourists, all speaking different languages, window shopping and avoiding the gaze of merchants who clearly wanted us to quit looking and buy their products. After buying more crap (that I won’t be able to fit in my suitcase), I encountered a menu outside of a tiny hidden restaurant. The menu boasted a dish with
Ham, Beef, Duck, Dumplings, Seasoned Bread, Red Cabbage, and Sauerkraut, and upon entering I was pleased to find potentially the most delicious dish I have encountered over the last 5 months. Unfortunately, the dish was sooo huge, especially in conjunction with the 2 dark beers that went ever so well with it, that by the time I got out of there, I could hardly move. All of which , I should add, went for just over 10 euros. Yay for the Czech Republic!

By the time I got out it was dark (AKA 4:15), so I headed back out into the heavily congested street. I walked a little further to find a square within which a crazy lady was raving. I thought maybe the lady was giving a public performance before I asked a nice Czech woman selling chestnuts, who assured me that she was in fact crazy. From there I followed an influx of tourists heading down a tiny uninteresting street. I soon found that the tiny uninteresting street led to THE central square in Prague (The one from all of the photos, and movies, and whatnot). I looked up to find enormous castles, and towers, and monuments, that seemed entirely out of place in a country that was supposed to be poor. Because it is Christmas time, the entire square was Christmas themed and the booths that populated it reflected so.

After several cups of Gluvine (hot wine), which to my delight they have in Prague, I found myself in front of a largely populated puppet show in the middle of the square. Around me children perched upon the shoulders of their parents, sharing my open mouthed excitement at this Czech puppet show that they probably understood better than me. The whole experience was really warm and really nice. I people watched for a while, witnessing couples drawing closer, giving each other those sweet endearing little nuzzle kisses that make you want to kill yourself because you don’t have a girlfriend. It was (as the Dutch call it) gezelig (pronounced he-zel-leg, which sort of means cozy, but has no English translation, hahaha, Im so cool, because I can use it after living in the Netherlands for 5 months and you have no idea what I am talking about!).

Oh! I left something out. Somewhere between my awesome lunch and the puppet show, I ran across “The Black Light Theater,” which was selling tickets to their presentation of Faust. I love Faust. The whole guy selling his soul to the devil to acquire more knowledge about the world thing, I think is really cool. The theater opened at 8 for the show at 8:30, and given that it was 5 at the time, I had lots of time to kill, hence the visit to the square and the puppet show.

I finally left the awesome, though incomprehensible puppet show, and walked around the square to look at the massive intricate buildings, and the monuments. It was then that I reconciled once and for all my perception of Prague and the Czech Republic (one which is supported by the gun shot that I just heard directly outside of my hostel window). Like much of Eastern Europe, the Czech Republic is marred with poverty, despite its magnificence. A country that seems to funnel all of its money directly into the cities’ pockets without contributing much to the people. As a consequence, gigantic castles and buildings stand beside monuments, ironically professing the upward movement of the people. The center of Prague stands as a tourist attraction superimposed onto an impoverished country that, reminiscent of older times, continues to funnel money into the city’s aim (tourism), while providing little for its people.

My hostel is not located in a sketchy area. The sketchy appearance of the neighborhood within which it is located is what local life in Prague looks like, and I would bet that it only gets worse the farther outside of the city you go. Understand, I am not complaining. I am not saying that all of these people should have Bentleys. The truth is that living in America, we lose sight of the fact that even the homeless people living on our streets have it better than many people living status quo lives in other countries. The Czech Republic is not one of those countries, but the standard of living here is markedly low, and it bears reference, especially when compared to the posh environment emphasized by the tourist driven city-center.

Back to the trip-log. I walked around for a bit and found the famous bridge that looks out over the river in Prague (what a terrible tourist I am, I don’t know its name). I found a cool little café and had a couple bowls of beef soup. I walked back to the city center and found an internet café that let me print the documents I need for tomorrows flight and Tuesdays tour of Auschwitz. And I made my way back to the Black Light Theater. I was able to get a front row seat for a performance that was certainly not what I was expecting. While it was interesting and crazy, it had absolutely nothing to do with Faust, which makes sense as Faust generally includes lots of talking, and this theater seemed to emphasize crazy backlight special effects and actors dancing and talking to puppets. It wasn’t a bad show, though it was certainly interesting.

After the show, I headed back to the tram, where I body-language flirted with a semi-cute Czech girl, who took the same tram as me and exchanged look-away glances the whole ride. I hit my hostel, and I hit the bar. Unfortunately there were some Japanese kids that were occupying the pool table, but I got some whiskey and watched them play for a bit. I think I like Japanese kids.

As you can probably guess, I am winding down. That’s about it for my day, though I am proud of the fact that I pretty much saw all of Prague in about 10 hours. Now it is late and I need to get some sleep as I have to be up in 5 ½ hours to catch a cab to the airport, to catch a plane to Warsaw, to catch a plane to Krakow. So, I will bid you (and by you, I mean the Microsoft Word Fairy) goodnight.
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Prague Day One (Still) [Dec. 21st, 2006|10:23 pm]
[Current Location |Prague Hostel]
[mood |apathetictrying to remain optimistic]
[music |too tired for music]

Trip Log - Prague Day One (Still)
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Alright, I am going to go with my initial flash judgment and say that this is just a really sketchy area of Prague. That allows me to withhold judgment about the city as a whole which, considering the shitty night I had, is unbelievably optimistic. I went to the “music” bar, which just turned out to be a bar and nothing more. I went in about 9 and it was dead except for a table of 30 year old women and 2 bartenders who spoke English, but refused to speak to me, even though I initiated conversation several times. I said fuck it and left. I tried to go to other bars over the course of the night, but it was all the same. One bar I went into was full, but the vibe in there was just really negative. I kept getting dirty looks from people that recognized that I wasn’t a local. At one point I saw a guy on the street try to beat the shit out of his girlfriend who fortunately got away. My temper flared and I started to confront him. It took me a few seconds to regain my senses, and I had already started walking towards him and giving him a dirty look, which I am glad that he didn’t see, as the last thing I need is to get into a fight with a wife beater in a sketchy neighborhood in Prague. Eventually I went back to the hostel bar, where foreign kids remained stuck like glue to their individual social groups. I played pool for a bit and then went back to my place. Bryan called, which made me miss him. I am usually good at giving advice, but I think I did a poor job this time.

So, yeah. Shitty night. I am remaining optimistic, however, which I am very proud of given the fact that I am in a foreign country, have no idea what I am going to do tomorrow, and am utterly alone. I have not been to the city center yet though. There it will be good. I am remaining optimistic. It will be good.
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Trip Log - Prague Day One [Dec. 21st, 2006|10:13 pm]
[Current Location |Prague Hostel]
[mood |touchedtired but happy]
[music |Blues Traveller]

Trip Log - Prague Day One
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My Travels Begin…

I don’t know if you could call them travels so much. “Travels” implies that I am going to be gone for months and months (like my travels to the Netherlands), and this little expedition is only for 5 days. Nevertheless, I am without companionship, and as I am soon coming to find, the prospect of traveling by yourself magnifies the experiences you have many many times over. Its not that the experiences you have are any different than they would be if you were with someone else, but the prospect of dealing with them all by yourself, the prospect of recognizing that you are in a foreign place, with no idea what is going on, and no one to rely on, forces a self-reliance and a more accurate understanding of your distance from comfort, that I think affords me the right to site the next few days as “My Travels.”

I just finished one of the most satisfying showers I have ever experienced, though I never would have expected it from a hostel in Prague. The shower nozzle was about 2 inches taller than my head, so when I stepped underneath it, all of the water poured directly onto my head and my body. Bryan likes skin breaking water pressure, the kind that makes it hurt when it hits you. I hate that. You have to treat a shower like a standing bath, so the water should be pressurized enough such that you can feel it covering your entire body, but not so strong so as to encourage pain. Some pain is good, but the pain should come from the temperature of the water, not the speed with which it shoots out. Mildly scalding water, such that your skin burns a little as a result, is the ideal temperature for shower water. Temperature control on this shower was very sensitive, so the water always felt perfect. I haven’t slept in 38 hours, and only got 4 hours before that, so the fact that I am tired probably made it feel better as well.

I left Betteke’s party with Chris around 4. We grabbed a cab and he took us back to our respective homes. I said goodbye to Chris for most likely the last time. He says he wants to plan a trip to come out to California. I told him that I would like that very much, but I recognize that most often these things are said, though rarely precipitate action. I hope he has a good life.

When I got back to my apartment, I packed some clothes, putzed around for an hour, and then headed downstairs to catch the bus. Unfortunately the buses don’t run that early on Saturday (Yay Netherlands), so I speed walked the 2 miles to the station, and encouraged some British guy to buy a ticket for me (I paid him back), as the train station ticket office doesn’t open until 9, and the only other way to buy a ticket is through the change machine (Yay Netherlands again) I hopped on the train and tried to sleep, but it wasn’t happening, so I meditated on the happenings of the night, which as you know, was quite eventful. My connecting train to Amsterdam Airport was cancelled, and the only other train running to there was 30 minutes late (Ill point out that these two trains comprise the 2 busiest in all of the Netherlands. Needless to say, Yay Netherlands!). I recognized that I was going to miss my flight, so I did the only thing that I could do in the situation, I took a cab from Utrecht to Amsterdam.

Altogether, it cost me exactly 100 euros, which is obscene. But the prospect of missing my flight would have meant buying a second plane ticket, well worth twice the price of the cab. Sure enough, the cab got me to the airport just before the gate was officially supposed to close, and just in time to hear the announcement that the plane would be delayed by 30 minutes, meaning that I could have taken the train afterall. Whatever, I made the only decision I could make at the time, and even though the train would have been fine, and would have cost 100 euros less, I couldn’t count on the slim chance that my flight would be delayed.

My flight to Prague included a lay-over in Copenhagen, which has been the highlight of my short trip thus far. Dutch people are tall, but they are lanky, and living with them for 6 months did not adequately prepare me for the Scandinavian giants that I faced in Copenhagen. They all seemed very nice and friendly, but I couldn’t help thinking that if an army of Ians went up against an army of Danish people, each one of them could easily squish every one of me with their pinkies. I was surprised to find how expensive everything was at the airport in Copenhagen. I couldn’t find lunch for less than 20 euros, so I gave up the prospect of eating affordable and instead luncheoned extravagantly. I have never tried Beluga caviar, but it is supposed to be the best and most expensive caviar you can buy. I did not try it for lunch, because it was selling for about 120 euros a dish, but suffice to say, the quality of the place where I chose to eat lunch can be characterized by the fact that it was on their menu. In addition to caviar, they boasted the best smoked salmon in the world, which I (in all my worldly knowledge of smoked salmon (which is none)) determined to be true. They had an entire menu dedicated to Balkan salmon, which was special due to its old Russian treatment. There were many different kinds, so I got a platter which included all of them as well a special Balkan beer, which was designed specifically to go with the fish, and had 11% alcohol per volume.

I did not know that smoked salmon could be prepared to be such a delicacy, but it was truly amazing. The beer as well, was more like wine than beer, it so perfectly complimented the fish. I could actually taste the smoked salmon better after I washed it down with the beer. It was amazing, and though it set me back 35 euros, it was totally worth it. I realize that I love food. Really good food makes me happy. I could give a shit about nice cars, or fancy electronic gadgets, but good food is my vice, and where as I am cautious in all other areas of financial spending, I will not hesitate to spend a ridiculous amount of money on excellent food.

Slightly tipsy after the heavily alcohol laden beer, which I now realize was probably intended for crazy big Scandinavian guys, I boarded the plane to Eastern Europe. Our touchdown in Prague was announced via a deep Nordic chuckle from the gigantic Danish Viking sitting next to me on the plane. I woke from my 30 min. nap to wander aimlessly around the Czech airport until finally I found the exit. I changed 100 euros into 2500 Czech dollars, which though not quite as much as it sounds, is still a hefty amount of money in a country where the economy is shot. I caught a cab to my hostel, which with face plastered to window, allowed me the opportunity to briefly check out the huge huge city.

The driver dropped me off in front of a semi-sketchy building in a sketchy area of town, and I experienced my trip’s first quasi panic when I realized that I could not get into the building that was supposed to be my hostel. Upon further looking I found that they don’t actually open until 5, so I figured I would kill some time and walk around. It was about 4, but it was already dark (Which might sound weird to you guys, but is something I have grown accustomed to in the Netherlands) and the prospect of carrying my computer around made me feel paranoid (I don’t know why I brought my computer), so I found a pizza place and hopped in for some food. I ordered a huge tasty pizza, for the equivalent of about 5 dollars, and spent the next 2 hours watching the waitresses interact with the locals, friends, and family members that frequently greeted them. It was here that I determined that my initial assessment of the “sketchy” neighborhood was wrong. It is not sketchy. It is just a normal local area, that I misinterpreted because the country is much poorer than any that I have seen in Europe. The neighborhood, in fact, seemed very nice, and led me to the following hypothesis. The further East I go, the poorer people get, but the more friendly and interpersonally motivated they seem to be.

After pizza I headed back to my room, where I type to you now. I am beat, but I am going to try to hit up a “music bar” before I go to sleep…And I am off.
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Trip Log - Prologue [Dec. 21st, 2006|02:26 am]
[Current Location |Saying Goodbye]
[mood |sadsad]
[music |Amy Winehouse (who is incredible)]

Trip log - Prologue
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My last real night in Maastricht arrived in the wake of presumably the last final that I will ever have to take. I did alright, better than most I think. I just need enough to pass. Sleep was a luxury not afforded to me though, so all day I took mini-catnaps (Bryan style). After the final I made arrangements with Allen to go to Fantasia to smoke weed and play chess one last time, which is kind of sad. Prior to that, I said goodbye to the first of the people that I will never see again. Its crazy. Some of these people i didnt even really like that much, but the fact that they undoubtedly influenced my life in some minute way (and vis-versa), is crazy considering that I am never going to see them again. Chess with Allen was good. We had to cut our time short though, as there was a final California Exchange Student dinner, that we both decided to attend. These were just the kids that I spent time with up in Utrecht, and most of them I had barely seen, or not seen at all while I was down here in Maastricht. For this reason, the diner somewhat served as a warm-up goodbye to the grand goodbye party that was planned for later in the night.

The California kids made it easy to never see them again. Just like at Thanksgiving (fuck! which I didnt post on grrr!), and everytime there is an EAP California kid excursion trip planned, I am reminded of how petty and frustrating these people are. One of the bigger issues I have concerns a girl by the name of Lin Li (probably spelled wrong). I have no problem with Lin Li, I think she is a cool girl, but she is potentially an alcoholic and makes an obvious ass of herself to the amusement and encouragement of all of the California kids. It makes me really angry, because you dont have to be a psych major, or possess any real people reading skill to recognize her problem, and yet everyone encourages it and supports it. From my position, its just one of those things that you can't really do anything about. I dont know Lin Li well enough to confront her, and I cant disuade 30 idiot kids from being jackasses. Well, at dinner they decided that it would be appropriate to rip on Lin Li in her absence, with comments like, "God, she makes such an ass of herself." "I think it is really embarrasing. Haha." "Why does she do that?" All from the kids who cheer like 49er fans at a superbowl everytime she gives a drunken speech, falls down, or pukes in public. So, I bitched them out. I told them that I think that they are shallow assholes and that if they cant recognize that they are directly contributing to her problem, then that implies that there is something seriously wrong with them, but regardless, they are certainly in no position to criticize her, especially behind her back. They exhibited subdued anger, but I think I was a little stoned, and I am never going to see them again, so I could care less. It felt good.

After dinner, I headed back to my place, to put down my backpack and procrastinate going to the final party which was at Betteke's house (the Dutch girl), and which I considered would probably be pretty sad. I had to walk to the party, which took me about 45 min. so I got there around 12:30. Everyone was still there, and they were happy to see that I had arrived, which made me happy. It was a really cool party, potentially the best I have been to since I've been here. It was a crazy party though, full of activity and drama. I made it a point to talk to just about everyone, which was good and made me feel good, kinda like little adding many tiny bits of closure into a larger composite understanding that I am leaving, but that its ok. At one point it was decided that we stoner kids were to have one final smoke session in the backyard. Ok, so Dutch people (despite stupid American assumptions) do not like marijuana. Now I knew that many were opposed to it, I did not know that most view it the same way 1940's housewives viewed it (I.E. tool of the devil style).

So, we couldn't find any papers, which was sad until Allen came through (like the awesome stoner that he is) with an applebong, which to his credit was the best applebong I have ever seen. Eventually we found a pipe, but the applebong was cool, and the few Dutch stoners who joined us thought it was hillarious. So, about the Dutch stoners. There were only 2 and we didnt know them, though they were both more than a little off. One of them made it a point to talk about how much weed he smokes, which is generally a clear sign that he doesnt really smoke all that often, plus he had difficulty with the carb. The only reason I am mentioning this is because it bore relevance later when his girlfriend angrily confronted us to ask what we were smoking. "Ummm...its just marijuana," we told her. "He told me it wasn't marijuana," she responded half in tears, at which point she ran into the house, locked herself in the bathroom and proceeded to stay in there for the better part of an hour.

Betteke was pissed that we were smoking weed. She probably would have been more pissed if she knew that our weed smoking was the cause for the bathrroom girl's anguish, but just the weed smoking alone was enough to set her off almost to the point of not speaking to me. Altogether, I felt really bad about the whole situation. In the States you either smoke weed or you don't, but it is rare to find anyone so morally opposed to it that they refuse to tolerate its use in any form. I mean we were smoking outside in the backyard, in a country where it has been decriminalized to the point of almost being legal. It was just kind of crazy...So yeah, back to the goodbyes.

After smoking, the first of the people that I liked started to leave, which sucked and felt really really anti-climatic especially after they had gone and I was left with the thought that they were now a part of my past. They had ceased to be people. They had become almost fictional characters in the epic novel of my life.

Back to the party, where the diehards stuck around till late late late. The cutest of the Dutch girls was really drunk and all over me. I could have gotten action really easily, but I didnt. She was drunk and I would have felt bad. At least thats what I told myself, but the truth probably rests closer to the fact that I am quite honestly scared to death of girls, especially the ones I kind of like. I need to work on that, but it means hooking up with girls I dont like, until I feel more comfortable with the ones that I do, which has been succesful in the past, but is something that I didnt like it so much. Allen, Mark and Kristi left around 3:30. That was weird as they were definitely the 3 (4 including Chris) that I spent the most time with while I was here. Kristi didnt say goodbye to me, which was alright. I was never too close to her. Mark and Allen and I made plans to go to Disneyland and then an Eric Clapton concert when we go back. So many plans are made, but everone recognizes that many of them are bullshit. I think that it very likely will happen, but you have to be realistic in realizing that it is likely that it won't as well.

The Dutch girls cried when they said goodbye to me, and I was touched by the fact that I truly got the impression that I had impacted their life. That means a lot to me. Chris and I left around 4:15 which gave me time to pack before I had to be at the train station at 6 to go to Prague. Saying goodbye to him in the cab was also very sad. We too made tentative plans for him to come out to the States. Once again, I hope that it happens, though the only 2 people I am convinced I will see when I get back are Allen and Keenan, and mostly because we all live so close.

"The moonlight is always sad, as the light of the sun itself is--as the light called human life is--at its coming and going"
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Im Back! [Dec. 20th, 2006|07:15 pm]
[Current Location |Back]
[mood |contentback!]
[music |baby got back (hahahahaha)]

Im Back! What a crazy trip. I had no internet access, but for some reason I still felt compelled to type posts. Journals are good. This way when I can't remember anything of my trip, I will have some reference.

Ummm... so I wrote a lot while I was away, but what I think Im going to do is post a couple posts a day instead of throwing it all up at once. I get the impression that even if someone wanted to read about my Prague/Krakow trip, the prospect of attacking all of it at once would be somewhat daunting. I come back to the states in 3 days! Ahhhh!

Today:

-I woke up at 4AM for my flight at 6
-Polish people canceled the flight
-Polish people sent me to Vienna (which is the opposite direction to Amsterdam) and I got in 7 hours later.
-Evil Polish security people took one of my bottles of Absinthe (yes I had multiple bottles. hehe).
-I wrote one of those really sweet, make you cry, son loves mother emails that I am about to send.
-I restated my love for humanity and rerecognized the fact that we are all unique multi-cultural snowflakes
-I have to get up at 7 tomorrow to work all day typing my stupid paper
-Im going to smoke a joint
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Things to Do From When I Get Back To Maastricht [Dec. 15th, 2006|10:54 pm]
[Current Location |Recognizing What Needs To Be Done]
[mood |gooddriven]
[music |Rolling Stones- Time Is On My Side]

Things To Do From When I Get Back On Wednesday
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*Wake up at 4:30-5 in Krakow to catch a 6:50 flight to Amsterdam Airport
*Get into Amsterdam Airport at 9:45
*Say goodbye to Chris if his 9:30 flight is late
*Say goodbye to Allen on his 10:50 flight
*Take the train from Amsterdam Airport to Maastricht
*Get into Maastricht by 2:30
*Take the bus from the station to the International GuestHouse
*Give the GuestHouse my bank information so they can transfer whatever is left of my deposit after they check the apartment, directly into my bank account, without me having to be here.
*Catch the bus to The Faculty of Psychology
*Study the four textbooks in the library until it closes at 10:00, giving me, at least 5-6 research hours
*Go home and write the 6 page paper
*If I cannot finish it then I can work on it on Thursday, but that puts the Friday paper deadline mighty close, as this paper is worth the prospect of me passing the class or not. Not to mention that would only leave Friday for me to pack up all of my shit, and clean the crap out of my apartment for when I leave on the last train out of Maastricht on Friday night at 11:30.
*I have to take the night train because the first morning train leaves Maastricht at 6:30 and would not get me to the airport in time for my flight.
*So, I will get into the Airport at 2:30 in the morning.
*Sleep in the terminal until 7:00 when I am meeting two of the EAP students from the trip
*Check in with them
*Hop on the flight home at 10:30
*Have a crazy and raucous 10 hour flight with the rowdiest and most alcohol oriented kids from the trip.
*Get into the airport around 4 PM (as I gain 6 hours due to time zone changes, which makes my day about 6 hours longer)
*Most likely sleep in the airport until David and Katies plane gets in at 11:00PM
*Drive with them up to Santa Barbara
*Wake up relatively early to drive with David ?and Katie? up to the Bay Area
*See my Mom and spend the day with her
*Go to my Father's either that night, or early the next morning
*Spend Christmas with my Father, my Stepmom, my little Sister, and my little Brother
*And then...I guess I run frantically around the State of California (Im talking from LA to Sacramento), seeing all of the people that I have not seen in at least 6 months


In The Meantime
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*Travel around and see everything I can of Prague and Krakow, including buying a bottle of really nice Absinthe in Prague, and seeing Auschwitz in Krakow
*I need to register for science and math classes at UCSB, attempting to begin my pre-medical school education
* need to find out when the EMT classes begin at City College
*I need to register for the EMT classes potentially
*I need to write Jordan a long ass (overdue) e-mail talking about camp and other stuff, including definitively finding out the dates for the Winter Camp, and if I can infact do it
*I need to call Bay Area Printers in an effort to propel the business
*I need to recognize that college was kind of like a vacation, and now things get much more serious. From here on out, there will be an enormous quantity of work with very little time to do it, or anything, but to pursue what I hope to shape into my future. Will it be fun? Probably not. Most of the time, infact, it will probably be overwhelming and burdensome. But it will allow me to become what I want to become, which will allow me to do what I want to do (even if I don't specifically know what that is just yet). Now is where I make the voluntary choice to follow the vision of realizing my potential, or coping out because it seems too hard. This is where I take that first gigantic step into the real world. This is where I transition from a boy into a man.

*Also I need to post on how crazy it is to be saying goodbye, forever, to people that I have (on and off) spent the last 6 months with

I can no longer afford to be complacent,

I dont have time.
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(no subject) [Dec. 14th, 2006|04:51 am]
[music |Danny Elfman- Edward Scissorhands]

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sleeppppp [Dec. 13th, 2006|08:17 pm]
[Current Location |ack!]
[mood |calmpunchy]
[music |Soul Coughing]

I saw alternate dimension Jaz today. It was crazy. She sat in front of me on the bus, and even smelled like Jaz, so I ran up to her as she was leaving and gave her a big bear hug, at which point she beat me mercilessly with her purse.

My itenerary for the next week is as follows:

*Study tonight until 12
*Wake up at 8 for class at 9
*Pull an all nighter tomorrow night in anticipation for test on Friday.
*Either party with Maastricht kids for the last time, or party with Keenan for the last time in Utrecht
*Wake up at 5 to get to Amsterdam by 8 to hop on a plane at 10
*Fly to Prague
*See Prague
*Fly to Krakow
*See Krakow
*Fly to Amsterdam
*Take train back to Maastricht
*Spend 2 days reading 400 pages of psychology text and type a 6 page paper
*Spend 1 day packing everything and cleaning the apartment to get deposit back
*Wake up at 6 and take train to Amsterdam and fly home

If only the weak need sleep, then I guess I am an amnemic mathlete
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Dreaming [Dec. 13th, 2006|01:01 pm]
[Current Location |Im not having sex with a male prostitute (thats for sure)]
[mood |hopefulprocrastinating]
[music |sleepy sounds]

I was watching Heroes last night (AKA the best show ever!) and all of the characters were having prophetic dreams that told them what to do with their life. So, I got all excited and was like, "Maybe I will have a prophetic dream that tells me what to do with my life."

I dreamt I got kidnapped by Michael Eisner (the CEO of Disney) and he was wearing a dress. Then later on I dreamt that there was a male prostitute who was trying to have sex with me...My future sucks!
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Thank You To My Friends [Dec. 12th, 2006|03:11 am]
[Current Location |Much More Relaxed]
[mood |amusedmaybe a little bit tipsy]
[music |soundtrack of Heroes (which is a show you should check out)]

Ok. I feel better. I just needed some gin. The truth is I have thrown together more intricate bullshit than this in the past. Not to mention, the paper is only pass/nopass, as is the test I have to take on Friday which has me equally stressed out. It doesn't really matter, but if I am applying to grad school (or med school holy crap!) it would be better not to have a nopass on my last official transcripted class.

I realize that I have awesome friends. I tried to do this whole livejournal thing the way that most people do, but it never really worked for me...maybe because Im crazy. But the fact that I have friends who still read my antsy, neurotic rantings and ravings, denotes that I have really good friends. So I want to thank you guys. All of you.
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